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Midnight in a Perfect World

by lonelyldngirl

Things have reached a climax today, its 20:50 in London. I know for sure I don’t have the resources to pull things back. If anyone realise how bad I am they will have me sectioned and I would rather die than be sectioned again. So midnight tonight I end it

 

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1in7billion 8/17/2012 - 4:01 pm

have you thought about it properly

lonelyldngirl 8/17/2012 - 4:06 pm

I have been sectioned three times and been in hospital and in therapy and nothing helps. I am 24 and I have never been happy. I even know that my daughter will be better off without me. Today has compounded everything Ive been feeling. I have to do it

pepperpep4 8/17/2012 - 4:47 pm

I’m in hospital at the mo…. It sucks. I know where your at hun and I wish ypou peace..

louise50 8/17/2012 - 5:01 pm

I’ve been sectioned twenty five times and had five further voluntary admissions, and I also live in London lonelyldngirl. I have bipolar disorder with psychosis.

Hospital sucks. I hate and fear being locked up.

However I’m still here to tell the tale, and I continue to work toward recovery from my major mental illness, one day at a time.

Your daughter will suffer badly if you were to end it lonelyldngirl. I know that’s not what you want to hear but it’s true nonetheless.

‘Midnight in a Perfect World’ is a lovely quote, if indeed it IS a quote and not something you yourself wrote.

Maybe you just need to talk to someone Lonely? I sense that you feel yourself trapped in the cogitations of your own mind, going round in self-defeating circle…Sometiems sharing this stuff whether here or in real life can help you get off that self defeating spiral, even just temporarily, but it gives you a little hope to carry on.

Please don’t leave your daughter alone in the world Lonely.

Zoe x

pepperpep4 8/17/2012 - 5:04 pm

Wowza zoe 25 times… Which hospitals do you go to?

louise50 8/17/2012 - 5:12 pm

Mainly St Ann’s in Tottenham Pepperpep. Not one of the cushiest billets for mental health patients by any means!

Your comment made me laugh…I’m glad you’re impressed by my psychiatric history!

Zx

Tease54 8/17/2012 - 5:18 pm

Wow one flew over the cuckoos nest! Respect how anyone can continue after all that is beyond me and I think I have problems! I will call you Rock Chick!

pepperpep4 8/17/2012 - 5:19 pm

Lol its a pretty impressive history x

Tease54 8/17/2012 - 5:21 pm

Impressive you should do a thesis on the idiots that are supposed to look after us!

louise50 8/17/2012 - 5:25 pm

Yeah, I’m quite proud of it Pepperpep, lol! Zx

Tease54 8/17/2012 - 5:39 pm

Good luck see you in the next world what ever and where ever it is! xxx

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