I just feel so terrible. I’ve realized now that it’s not going to get better, I’m not going to get better. I just wish I could go, but my mother is in the next room and I couldn’t do that to her… I probably wouldn’t have the guts anyway, but just knowing my mother is there makes it even less likely I could do anything… I just want it to all stop…
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aww whats wrong CPC you didn’t sound this unhappy when you posted yesterday, was today really bad or something?
god loves you and so does your mom dont break your moms heart ask god for help he love you love john
WhatamIdoinghere, It’s just been a really bad day. I’m feeling kind of better now (friend of mine who I feel understands me the best came over and we talked it out)
john 316, I don’t believe in God. I know my mum loves me, and I know many others do, and that’s why I haven’t done anything yet, but there’s some days where I consider it.
thats great Panda I am glad someone came over to help you out! there are always going to be some good and some bad days, just don’t do anything on thos bad days that you wouldn’t want to do on the good days!
Good advice there from WhatamIDoing, CPC. I’m sorry you had such a rotten day sweetheart, but glad your friend helped…
Zx
god still loves you any way so please try your best dont give up i love you to john
@John316 – hey, i understand what you’re trying to do … but maybe put a little effort into it and try and understand the problems and come up with real world realistic solutions as an alternative other than “the invisible beardy guy in the clouds will swoop down with fairy dust and make everything sunshine and puppies”
if there is a “god” (and there isn’t) he really sucks at his job because his version of “love” is excruciatingly deadly. that said – I respect your faith – but really, if you care – telling someone to “try harder” only makes them feel like they’re “failing more epicly”
earthly dawg
Have to say I do sorta agree with Dawg, John. Lots of people here are just not ‘into’ God and will likely only be irritated and maybe even annoyed by your responses. I know you mean well though, and who knows, someone might benefit from your words.
Peace to you and I am glad you have found something that helps you John…
Zoe
Oh dawg i do lol at your comments, thanks for writing this even though i doubt it will stop the comments.
If ya can’t be helpful – at least be funny – that’s what i always say 😀
good humor dawg
With all due respect to john316, the last think anyone in this frame of mind needs is a bible lecture.
I’m not going to go into specifics about this, mainly because it’s (a) long winded, and (b) off-topic, but – whilst it’s sweet that folks like john316 believe that faith will heal the sickness, evangelism isn’t going to help anyone here.
Dawg is a wise old soul, for sure. I’d sooner put my faith in Dawg than I would in gawd.
what I want to know is – what does god have against punctuation? maybe commas are the mark of the devil? … we all know periods are evil – just ask any woman. it always seems the “faithful” have an aversion to punctuation
I don’t know if I’m worthy of faith … but at least I have a better attendance record when my name is “called” here 😉
wisdom from the benefit of poor judgement/experience is still wisdom – just harvested the hard way.
reaper dawg
PS @Pandachick – sorry I don’t have any specific words of wisdom but hopefully my levity has been a bit of a humorous distraction
Well said Dawg and Sans. I have been wondering since I first saw John’s comments what to say about them. You took the initiative to speak and probably did a better job of it than I would…
I guess I thought, well who knows SOMEONE out there might be grateful for a reminder that ‘god loves them’. But I was extremely doubtful, knowing the mindsets of many ofthe people who come here…
If anything a person ‘on the edge’ could be driven even further over the cliff by this kind of stuff…
Just hope he can take a hint, lol. And of course it must be noted that ‘dog’ is ‘god’ backwards…
Satanic Zoe x