when I’m really considering doing it (off depression this time),
people I haven’t talked to in months randomly PM me (they don’t know I think of suicide) or I’ll meet people I haven’t seen in months/years on the streets
maybe we’re all connected after all .. too bad it no longer means much to me
I’m starting to believe that if I go through with it, it will actually work .. free as a fucking bird
no more room for doubt .. I gotta clear my mind of beliefs that would compromise self-imposed deliverance