Simply, I miss him. When he left he took the part of me that isn’t broken, The beautiful and happy Nat. But now that he’s gone.. I don’t know what I am. I’m not Nat anymore… I’m more like a mix of different Nats. I’m always different…
That whole little paragraph is incredabily self centered. Fuck my life…
So Nat, Let’s go to school.. And pretend like everything is okay. Don’t let people know what’s going on your head. It would probably just scare them anyways. Just count down the lessons, Hours, Minutes even seconds if you must.. Just gotta get to 3.05pm…
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Youll pull through… You have to… Youre going to get better because you have to… Ur the hero in this movie nat… And ur movie cannot end with out a resolution to ur struggle.. Ur character is being broken down and tested in order for it to be rebuilt. like a pheonix from the ashes ur movie can be one for people to be lifted when theyve been torn or ur movie can be one to tear ppl down… Either or ur the main character in this movie Nat….Ur friend in caHollywoodHero
Well which ever Nat I’m talkinq to just know that each of your Nat’s are aaawwwesome!!!
Hello Nat, im Sam
We seem to be going through similar problems. I had a happy Sam as well, but that one broke and the pieces were taken as well… Now I am at conflict with myself every night.
I do agree though, it would scare people to know the truth.. About the different sides. The end of the day is what we look forward to while we wear the mask of a smile.
Nat is not awesome. Shes broken… But i totalky agree sam.
Hi Nat, hi Sam, I’m feeling the same way. There used to be parts of me that were happy, I dont know if i’m ready to share my name yet. nothing against any of you, I’m just scared. But really, i know what you’re going through. It gets harder and harder. why can’t it get easier. maybe it will for you guys, i really hope it does.
It’s ok
I’m scared too, about the feeling… or at least my body is. I get shakes and everyone notices, but I try my best to play it off as something else. As for getting better? Well for me it seems confusing… One minutes everything seems fine, but that quickly changes… and so do I. If there will be change, it’ll be hard to keep it that way instead of reverting back.. Like it always seems to be for me.
I do wish for all of this to get easier, for all of us…