Recently I’ve picked up a martial arts class. Originally I picked it up to be able to kick peoples asses properly for the day I predict I’ll snap. After a few classes, I’ve noticed how rough it all really is. My body hurt after every practice from the breakfalls and hits, but I liked that pain. Like right now my shoulders are dead and my tailbone is screaming with pain. But I like it. Not in a perverted way. It’s more like my old views towards cutting myself, it’s exhilarating. I’m thinking that if I keep at this class and come home every night with a new kind of pain, then my urges might go away because that need for pain will be filled. If it works then holy fuck, I’m going to also join capoiera. I think getting my ass kicked like this is good for me, plus I’m learning how to kick someone elses ass.
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Lifting weights will do the same with DoMs. Glad you found a better way of getting those emotions out.
I just pray that I never get on the wrong side of you. I once got my ass kicked by a girl but she was the school shot putt record holder and could quite easily have been mistaken for a boy.
@Scar: DoMs??
@duke: 😀 I only ass kick for good reasons.
It stands for delayed onset muscle soreness. Which i’m actually feeling right now from working out for the first time in forever. It’s the pain you feel 1-2 days after a workout. Feels good, lets me know im getting stronger.
How many do you need
SP is unusually dead these days. What happened to all of the SP intellectuals. They certainly didn’t make there way to the SP chat and at least to my knowledge, not the netherworld.
Well, suicide is somehow a common excuse to run to for teens and them. Mostly cries for help with no mind behind it, still no reason to not try to help.