I’m such a waste.

I posted something the other day, but it really didn’t explain my ‘history’ as people are calling it.

Hey. I’m Adrienne. People call me Addie. I’m almost 18. I have a great family (except my dad). I put a shitload of pressure on myself. I have been cutting myself for about 6 years. It got pretty hard-core during the last 3 years. I don’t do it to feel alive, per se; I do it to punish myself for anything I can think of, or if I just feel depressed. I have attempted suicide twice, both times failing (obviously). I have been seriously considering doing it again, but this time, I want to make sure I can find a method that will not fail.

I have a severe anxiety disorder that affects my everyday life, even though I am heavily medicated. It has gotten better as of late, but I still struggle with it. I cut when I get freaked out as well.

thants basically my history.

I am a very good listener. If you ever need anyone to talk to, please email me at bowenadrienne@gmail.com. Please dont hesitate to lay it all out. I wont tell anybody..

Peace!

–Addie