I dont think this world is worth it. Living in all this pain. Im bisexual, apparently “Emo” as i get called at school. Nobody accepts me for who i am.Not even my mother. She always has stuff to say about who i am and about my friends. She says she wont lower her standards for us. She doesnt know im bi. Like who the hell said she needed to lower her standards for anyone. .I dont want to live in this hell anymore. Im thinking of suicide or running away. The easiest way i can think of is just a large cocktail on pills in my closet. Ive been cutting and burning myself for years.I have alot of L.G.B.T friends and they all accept me for who i am.. Why cant my mother. Me and her cant get along for a whole day. We fight constantly.I was in this relationship,with one of my best friends.We broke up after a week. Now ive realised im in love with my gay best friend. Who doesnt have any interest in me. Why is it always me? You know something? Just kill me now.
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There’s certainly nothing wrong with being LGBT; it’s sad that your mother can’t see that, but you said you have plenty of friends who accept you. That’s a lot more then most people get. Don’t opt out yet.
There are only some of my friends that know. All of my other friends are complete homophobes.I ask them what is wrong with LGBT people they say their dirty and will go to hell. So if im destined to go to hell why shouldnt i just give it a jump start?
You know very well that if there was a hell you wouldn’t be going there for being gay, don’t let people convince you your “dirty”. There’s no argument whatsoever that anyone has ever given that would even imply that LGBT persons are immoral or “dirty”. We’re just people like anyone else. It doesn’t matter what other people think, as long as you know you’re not wrong for how you are.
Do YOU think you’re dirty?
Oh course i dont think im dirty. Its just tht what people say to and/or about me really matters too me. I know it shouldnt but it does. Id never say something so rude about anyone.But just because im bisexual, All freaken hell breaks loose.And my mom doesnt care. when i tell her im being bullied she says you shouldnt put yourself in those position.But i dont My friends and just other homophobic people at my school come at me. I even recently got beaten up because im bi, nobody even cared except for my friends that know im bi bcz they went through the same thing.
It may matters now but as you get older you care less and less about how other people percieve you. There will always be people who think you’re weird or gross or wrong, but there’s millions of people across the world who experience the same things as you. If you’re being physically harrassed you should speak to someone. How do the people at school know you’re bi anyway?
Im can understand that. and i do try to talk to my principal, counselor, my teacher, my mom.. they dont care my teacher said it was my fault for being gay. The reason they know is because my ex girlfriend decided it would be funny to paint my locker with harsh words calling me a dyke, queer, fag.
That’s really unfortunate, but you shouldn’t kill yourself. When you get out of highschool you’ll be able to live how you want and go places where there are people who accept you. Do you think you can hold out until then?
I can’t believe your teacher said that, i guess it’s your fault that other people are cruel and bigoted.
its my fault?
and i honestly dont think so.
I was being sarcastic 😛 no, it’s not your fault that people are mean, of course not.
Highschool sucks for everyone; no one accepts you, and everyone makes fun of you. But it’s just a few years and then it’s over.
Oh, Ha you scared me for a minute. But yeah if i even make it afer this hell hole im moving out of the country. I have this place
Do what makes you happy, just make it through highschool and see what life has to offer you. Move somewhere with lots of gay people if you have to. lol
Ill try.. and Ohh yess i definitely will be. But thanks for that.. You made me feel better. but when tomorrow comes, that will probley all go away.. No offence.
I bisexual too , and i’ve been in love with my best friend too- i know how you feel if you wanna talk more just email me at cococrazy349@gmail.com – please excuse the stupid gmail name i made it when i was 10 – with love , bubbles , and pretending -Lydia rose-
I understand. And dont worry i made mine when i was ten too.. and ill email you Tomorrow, i have school at 5 in the morning so i probley should get to sleep.