motherfuckeridiotassholesonofabitch..

I always comin back on my black days.. Some of small comments always helps me a little bit..

I got knife to my back yesterday… New lesson of life: “never believe in people too much” “never plan too far” “never trust somebody too much”. My fucking roomie, he called me and said: “im moving out, i quit studies. bye”. It means i cannot rent this big flat alone, too expensive! I am going to Asia after three days – it means i have no time for searching and renting a new place..Homeless again.

And that ************ run to my boss and said that he wants to get my hours of shifts on ambulance.. ************ shity idiot – he has a cover somewhere higher in job.. So my boss came and aske when i am going to change a job and to make my hours from maximum to minimum. Can You imagine?! I gave to her and that fucking ambulance everything – i sacrified family, love, friends, sleep, health – fucking evthng.     Destiny, i  got a call from another company to start working with them from next month, after Asia. I am meeting them up on Friday to talk about it.I will do everything not to change a job for a month more, to get that idiot in problems.

Now i’m that one in real big problems. Like life isn’t game this time anymore. Usualy i have plan A plan B plan C.. This time – totally fucked up and having nowhere to go.

And that my ambulance, whom i gave my everything and my best, wants to replace me by some motherfuckeridiotassholesonofabitch.. That hurts!

Im so angry.. so angry..