my mom

For some strange reason, all ive thought about today is my mom. She was diagnosed with schizophrenia about 6 years ago, and since then, she hasnt been the same. She functions fairly normally, but she seems sad a lot. She gets happy, but it dissapears really fast. I worry about her a lot because she doesnt eat a lot and shes extremely OCD about her food. We cant go near her while shes eating or she wont eat her food. She rarely eats everything she makes and always gives the remainder of her food away. Shes always extremely stressed. When shes mad or upset she yells annd one time she said that she hated everyone in the world, and oh how i felt unloved. When shes sick… it drains the life out of her, she wont move. We cant do certain things or she’ll have a panic attack. Shes addicted to Ativan and if she doesnt take it just one time she could die…