I have had 3 suicides in my life. My father , his father, and then my uncle. I was only 8 at the time. It has effected me in every single way. I was in depression.. I used to have a severe phobia of dying and i will admit i also used to have suicidal thoughts, but I found something that I hang on to and that is helping people. I try to show people the light when they are consumed in darkness. I am everyones friend no matter what anyone went through or whatever mistakes they’ve made. I dont shut people out because I know very well how it feels to be alone and to have absolutely no one. i felt like the world was againest me. now i think ive found my place in this messed up world. helping people is my passion <3
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Thats good to ear, i wish id found something worth to live for.
you are strong.
Notice how suicide kinda runs in your family?
People sometimes “learn” suicide from family and friends.
Your challenge is to avoid this trap.
Helping others helps, it keeps you out of your head.
Thank you and good luck.
I have a saying;
If your going to help people, you need to be one.
Sounds just like me. The worse i feel the more i want to help people. Love is like a miracle tonic. For me at least.
You are a kind and strong soul. You took the pain of the suicides and used it to motivate you to help others. That’s such a great thing. Thank you.