Off to the Ward..

Today it was decided that for my safety and my little sisters safety it would be better to put me in a ward for a couple of weeks or months… You see that my mother is a extremely strict Christian – And after i came out to my family as a homosexual – She know believes i am possessed by a demon… So after a couple times of trying to kill myself because my father is disappointed at me , and tells me im disgusting she decide for ” my own good ” And “The protection of my little sister” That i need to go away For awhile , And when she said that im going away my little sister came in and asked me , where i am going. I couldn’t tell her anything, But i said to her ” Im going off to a big sister convention so i can learn to be a better big sister for awhile. She pulls me down to her height so she can whisper something in my ear , and says ” You don’t need the convention , your already the best sister ever. My heart is broken , Im being shipped away , away from everything… Away from my neglecting parents , I heard my mother saying to my father – “She really believed that we are sending her away for her protection .. Im just glad i don’t have to deal with her anymore.. Thanks mommy , Thanks daddy – Im gonna try again to kill myself… If it doesn’t work , then im try again and again and again until im dead … I hate it here…