Sex sex and more before i die

So my plan was to have tons of sex before i die, i have had a lot so far, but hit a bump in the road, i have hpv.. (genital warts) and i always use protection during sex, thisis the first breakout ive had in 2 years.. ive tryed freezing them off, taking multi vitamins, and there healing now, so ive tryed to hang myself 3 times the past month, and oviously failed, but i have a new method, charcol gas grill, in my car, i know i will die soon, i guerentee it, mabe the next week, mabe next month, certintly before 2013, its to funny how last year i bought a gun and the night before i was going to kill myself, somebody breaks in my car and steals it..anyway.. im so done with life its truely time to exit, i just got to clear these warts up so i can feel good again (sex) but i still try every week to hang myself but i cant fight the human instinkt to stay alive, so ive done research on charcol gas grill and when I decide, i will go peacefully in my car, i will fall asleep and die from carbon minoxide poisioning, and im really looking forward to it, its cheap and painless.., anyway i am going to have more fun before i do, cuz wants i do, thetes no coming back… death is final… in the mean time.. im just relaxing and say fuck all the bullshit.. it feels so good to have something to look forward to..my death 😉