They never have , never will…

NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME!!!!! my mother says she does but i know she doesn’t , she is taking out all the pain of her childhood on me , My father is an alcoholic – and no matter how hard i try i cannot impress them , i play piano until my hands bruise so bad my whole hand is blue! i sing and win awards , and dance until my arms and legs cannot move. But its never enough… They think my little sister is the best things since sliced bread!!! she tells me to die everyday , and i only have one true friend and she is suicidal too … i hate my life so much , i hate it …. I hate being rich , i hate to have to pretend – I am only a trophy , to show off – they don’t love me , i know they don’t. they never have they never will….