is full of people. but many i met have all turned against me. there is something wrong with me…BUT IDK WHAT IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i always had these thoughts of how i know this is not me everything happens for a reason right? well my thought now is if i never moved from california to idaho i would be sweet and innocent but im not….im actually a ***** but people dont see that…especially people here on SP. for example someone was joking around with me in class yesterday and i didnt think of that til i came unglued that he talked to me…SEE WHAT I MEAN???????? we had the same pencil and he said i stole his so i said “u fucking douche why would i do that im not like that so dont accuse me of anything and now u can back the hell off!!!!!!” nice and loud in the middle of class…he replied “dude chill i was joking.” then i felt bad. and sat in silence. so maybe i found my problem this world is full of people who turn away from me…but thats my fault at least i know that now:/ im sorry everyone………….i dont know the point of living. i dont know why im here. i know i have over 400 cuts on me for a reason…i know im abused i know people dont care..im sorry the world has bitches…im even more sorry that im one of them:/
sorry…………………………………………………………………………………………..
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Hey there,
It’s ok if you’re pretty irritated in life. Perhaps you are just really hurting inside?
If this is the case, that would explain your unkind aditude.
You may be a sweet person, but just because you’re hurting, it doesn’t mean it has to be this way.
If you ever want to talk: email me.
It’s brl.cents@gmail.com
Your friend,
Blindaudio
You’re not a ***** you’re just not able to connect with other people because you feel like they can’t understand you. It just takes time and effort but eventually you will be able to let your guard down.