I can never be myself around people. Whenever I’m with my best friends I think I’m myself but as soon as I get home from being with them I start to hate myself. They seem to think of me as clown with no life. Throughout my life people have always looked at me like I was pathetic and enable to do anything. I wanna change but whenever I try I can’t, I feel like its to late to do anything in my life. It feels like I have no purpose of being here. I guess I wanna know if I’m a mistake.
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You’re not a mistake, but you already knew that. Of course you’re not, nor are you pathetic. Don’t let other peoples opinions of you affect how you perceive yourself. Have confidence in yourself. You have to give your life purpose. You said you try, that’s good, keep trying. Try again and again until you succede. It’s never to late to give your life purpose.
Do you have social anxiety? Not being yourself around other people is something you can work through.
I just don’t know what purpose I really have. I wake up and ask myself why is it me that’s so different? Why cant i be normal and have a life like my friends I feel so lost. Everyone around seems to be going somewhere but me Im walking around without a plan.
Exactly that’s my point, it’s up to us to figure out what it is we want to do. Purpose isn’t just thrown at us, each person has to figure it out for themselves. What interests you? Hobbies? Dream Job? Relationship? Making a difference in the world? Hanging out with friends? Having a family? Make a plan, and then you can be one of those people going “somewhere”.
Btw we’re all lost. Everyone is just wandering around not knowing where they’re heading. The only difference is you’re one of the people who acknowledges it.