Just paint a picture of a perfect place, They got it better than what anyone’s told you, They’ll be the King Of hearts and you’re The Queen of spades, Then we’ll fight for you like we were your soldiers….

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tyn6qcQt3QA

I love that song so much. I doubt any of you will the take the time to listen to it though, Maybe when I’m gone? A beautiful little reminder of the not so beautiful Natalya….

Damn those full stops  Fucking OCD. Speaking of which, Today I nearly shouted at the air to stop touching me. I physically had to stop myself. This started when I looked up the side effects of the Anti-depressant I have been prescribed. I had a ‘mini’ (Lol) Breakdown and developed a small fear of people touching me. I avoided everyone last lesson and walking home…. Which was kinda hard considering I live near a Primary (elementary?) school. This one woman brushed my arm, I flinched and inhaled sharply. She probably thinks i’m fucking weird.

So yeah, Fuck this life. Maybe what lies beyond…. is better. I just need to plan it all out again, Damn this Fucking OCD.

Shh…. Don’t let anyone know.