Theirs times I just want to sit down and cry
Theirs time I just want to lay down and die
These memories and pains are scard inside
My feelings are Somthing I just cannot deny
I feel alone, I’m stuck in my past
Ohh how I wish these feelings won’t last
I have no family, I have no one
I have nothing, all I need is a gun…
I want to die
Ohh well I might take my own life
I don’t understand why people lie
Ohh lord just kill me now
Give me a Gun, so it can say POW POW!
If I’m finally gone
Heaven will be a place were I Belong
I have no mom, I have no dad
I don’t know why people treat me so bad
A family is Somthing that I always crave
My life is a rollercoaster constructed by a wave
So please God send me to my grave.
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I feel the same way a lot of the time, but I know that I don’t really want to die- I just want the pain to end. I don’t have a family, my dad killed himself when I was ten, I’ve had friends lose interest in me and have been left completely alone, made new friends only to find out that two of them are narcissistic. You can talk to me any time !
But I do want to die , I just don’t want to leave behind my brother , but I want to die so I can be with my child I never got to meet . it’s hard. I’m strong but I can’t do this for much longer