I thought that, finally, we were starting to be a normal family, a happy family. I thought that two days ago. I was being really naive. My dad seemed to be more happy, more like he was when I was a child. But no. He usually leaves the house for days, but I thought those days were ended. Just because he seemed really happy. He left the house on thursday. First he go out and come back, then he leave saying something like “Be back at 3 am , but I didn’t understand what he said. Thanks, daddy.
It’s my fault too. He’s loveless, and my attitude to him doesn’t help. I have to go to school in two days. I can’t feel worse. I’ll shut up, if I say that things can’t be worse something really awful will happen.
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it’s not your fault, when i was a kid my dad wipped a cup at my head and later that night he left to another country for 3 months without a word. never beat yourself up about having a crappy parent
It is my fault. I don’t talk to him, I ignore him. I’m a bad daughter and I know it. It his fault, but I’m more guilty.
no because your the child, when he stepped in as a dad he realized that his child might cause him some problems and he knew he had to face that in a mature way without walking out on her. belevie in yourself kid, my relationship with my dad was terrible but i was 13 when I walked out on him.