Today, I am posting this because I need an advice. Like almost every comrades here on this site, I am suffering…A lot. I want to die…But I have no intent of suiciding. I have 3 personalities, so they gave me 3 different choices of what to do, so help me to decide:
My 1st: Continue to suffer, until somebody save me or I have an mental breakdown -> killer -> cops will get rid of me. This guy is weak, lonely, yet gentle and kind.
My 2nd: Cry loud enough to gain everone attention/fake mental breakdown. This guy is stronger, easier to get rage, but is also lonely. He is dangerously smart (my genius part)
My 3rd: Carefree from this world. Enjoy anime, manga, visual novels, hentai, etc. My otaku part. Have almost no emotions except lust and joy.
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It seems that you might be able to combine the thoughts of the first two personalities to get an efficient, aggressive approach to your suffering. You could always endure more suffering in hopes of creating a fourth personality.
Deserve?