I can’t do this anymore. I feel so….out of place and so fuckin depressed. Everything is going down hill for me yet again and I can’t handle it. I can’t be strong and I can’t pretend anymore. I think tonight might be my last night. I’m ready to go. I’m ready to disappear. No one will hear from me for a while I hope. I can’t handle the pain I’m in and uphold a happy face anymore. It hurts too much. And I can’t let them lock me up. This might just be goodbye.
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I’m sorry to hear you are doing so poorly, Reb. I hope it’s not goodbye. I know you don’t like talking about your problems, but I’m always here to talk to you if you want.
I hope you don’t hurt yourself. I wish you weren’t in so much pain.
Your what 16. I mad some misstake’s when i was 16. Not suicide. Bein a Adult is hard. Can be fun to. I say wait it out.?
Donnie that is not the best advice. Don’t give up. Life gets better trust me. I attempted suicide like 4 times. Suicide never is the answer. You have lots of people who care for you and would hurt to much inside to see you killed.
What.? My advice is good. Enought. & it’s better than bloodout’s. When i was 16 i sucked at school. & was bullyed. Had no freedom. At 25. loved it. Girl’s liked me. Ok i got in shape. Adult’s bully to. No where near like bein 16. Wait it out. Can get better. But you do some work. And like you know alot more to.
BleedOut Your’s Don’t give up. Life. What i say like the same. No.?
Who is troll in me.? Are you j of me ok be real.
Do this your a fake. And i was helpin.? Well tryin.
i think she is the last person in the world i cared about…. if she is gone. then i am too
freak did youn troll me.? & why.
Cat got you.? Can not be donnie now.? Can i.? We all lose people we love. Break up with someone you love. You the only one.? No & fuck you to. Hate me why.?
“Life gets better trust me”
how can you know this ? sorry but I hate when people resort to “it got better for me” or false hope to keep others alive
Life gets better if you work on it, you don’t usually get as much as you put into it but it improves a little bit at a time if you work on it.
“Life gets better if you work on it, you don’t usually get as much as you put into it but it improves a little bit at a time if you work on it.”
and that’s why it’s a shitty, useless experience
@bleedout you and donnie are basically both saying the same thing; wait it out.
@rebel, I know you feel bad right now. Ride it out. You were doing good for a while so I know you can do better. How did the meds go?