General Post suicidal feelings by Shred 10/15/2012 written by Shred 10/15/2012 How do you feel after failed suicide attempt? Do you feel the same or worse? Just wondering, I guess I wouldn’t have what to lose if it doesn’t feel worse afterwards.. eh? Suicidal FeelingsSuicide Attempt 3 comments 0 Email Related posts Alone 11/27/2020 desires vs realities 11/27/2020 Too much to ask? 11/27/2020 No it doesn’t 11/27/2020 i dont want to anymore 11/27/2020 I have No hope left, And Nobody here... 11/27/2020 So they say. 11/27/2020 Ashwagandha..? 11/27/2020 Painful pleasures 11/26/2020 Inability to love or be loved 11/26/2020 3 comments ViciousCircle 10/15/2012 - 5:45 pm I felt so indifferent, I didn’t care. I didn’t feel worse, but I did feel different. I felt sorry for everyone else. I feel like I know something they don’t. I don’t know what that is exactly (I mean I have several logical guesses), but I feel like I move through the world differently now… more as an observer. Maybe I’ve completely disengaged from life… who knows. I feel sad for people who want to live, but will die from diseases/cancers, ect. And I feel sad for people like me who who want to die, but won’t. Log in to Reply Shred 10/15/2012 - 5:51 pm Sounds like a peace, but strange one. Not sure if we are able to observe world peacefully. We have to get deep into the system, only to provide ourselves with roof and food. So we don’t have luxury to observe system, because we are in it. Log in to Reply ViciousCircle 10/15/2012 - 6:02 pm Yes, its a strange place to be. Its hard to describe it more accurately, but yeah, I feel like an observer, like a ghost, except I’m able to interact. That sounds lame, I know, but its the best I got today. :/ Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.