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by Shred

How do you feel after failed suicide attempt? Do you feel the same or worse? Just wondering, I guess I wouldn’t have what to lose if it doesn’t feel worse afterwards.. eh?

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ViciousCircle 10/15/2012 - 5:45 pm

I felt so indifferent, I didn’t care. I didn’t feel worse, but I did feel different. I felt sorry for everyone else. I feel like I know something they don’t. I don’t know what that is exactly (I mean I have several logical guesses), but I feel like I move through the world differently now… more as an observer. Maybe I’ve completely disengaged from life… who knows. I feel sad for people who want to live, but will die from diseases/cancers, ect. And I feel sad for people like me who who want to die, but won’t.

Shred 10/15/2012 - 5:51 pm

Sounds like a peace, but strange one. Not sure if we are able to observe world peacefully. We have to get deep into the system, only to provide ourselves with roof and food. So we don’t have luxury to observe system, because we are in it.

ViciousCircle 10/15/2012 - 6:02 pm

Yes, its a strange place to be. Its hard to describe it more accurately, but yeah, I feel like an observer, like a ghost, except I’m able to interact. That sounds lame, I know, but its the best I got today. :/

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