That familiar pain in my chest of something trying to burst out…. Does anyone else like feel that?

Today was a relatively normal day as far as my life is concerned. I went to school, got on my friends bus and went shopping for halloween treats for the little kids that I teach during my work experience. Well the first turning even in the day was mum flipping out at  me coz I didn’t make it to the checkout in time with a jar of curry. this didn’t bother me much it’s typical, however it did cast a shadow over the great day it had been so far. Then I get home to my father watching countless traveller shows on telly.Stupid pathetic **** of a wanker!!!! Btw WHY is there so many of those shows on tv??? Are they TRYING to get them accepted by society. Trust me I am a very open minded person. I have met countless travellers and before I began to discriminate them I thought they were awfully misunderstood  people just like us but that moved around a lot but the more  i got to meet and the longer I have spent with them they are cruel mind controlling BADWORDS!! (i am aware that I cursed earlier, so I think that is enough) so that annoyed me. Then when I am working on my newpaper article for school mum calls “come make tea for dad” so gritting my teeth and just barely making it, I go make tea, biscuits,scone. Then He wants cake, then “How the hell did you cut that cake?” It was a very crumby cake, I tried my best and I don’t know why. Oh God but I feel so frustrated with my life!!!