What’s the best way to have someone find you? Opinions?
I’ve thought about mail, emails, giving heads ups are more questionable…
I wouldn’t want to start decomposing where I lay. But I wouldn’t want someone to stop me either.
Fed up with crying wolf, and even worse, I don’t even know if people would take me seriously if I said I was going to kill myself.
Because every time I’m at that brink, that dread is immediate, real. Pulses through my blood, my bones.
Yet, I’m not sure if I’m supposed to laugh at my own pathetic attempts.
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Follow your survival instinct, it will serve you well. Remember, there is always light at the end of the tunnel, just make sure it isn’t a train tunnel. : )
I know the feeling and I hate myself even more for not going through with it. I can’t wait for the next time I feel that low… Ill give it a real shot this time around. (Then again that’s what I say every time….)
The worst place to be stuck is between being dead and not living.
Wow ain’t that the truth!
I would rather there not to be my body…never found, not in one piece, just gone….vanished.
Set up time delayed email..like 24 hours later than the final event.