Worst. Halloween. Ever.

All my “friends” ditched me this halloween. So I thought I would tag along with my mom and siblings when they went. Turns out my mom picked today of all days to be a total ***** and left me crying in the car while they went trick or treating. I feel so alone! My highschool shut down point blank in the middle of the school year, so now I’m getting homeschooled be my mom. I hardly ever see anyone and its depressing. Normally its ok, but its times like this when I really upset and angry that I feel like cutting, or perhaps suicide. Its the only way I know that releases anger and stress. I feel like such a loser, watching everyone go by with bags of candy while I sit alone for two hours. I know I’m being a baby about it, but it really does hurt. This is the stuff that depresses me the most.