Are they right about me?

so the moment cam breaks up with me and changes his status i start getting emails and texts from guys that i just said ‘NO’ too, my excuse being that i had a boyfriend, they brought it and didnt bother me much… but now the school rugby team keeps calling up asking how much i charge? i get texts from guys ive only heard rumours about asking if id Do them, i dont even know how they got my number. They’ve all called me a slut for a year or so now…. they believed my lie that id consented and not been forced into it… so since i ‘slept’ with one guy, a peodophile mind you, im the school slut, the Whore… now Cam’s gone i feel so exposed to it all… my Sur name is Buckwell.. my nickname is Fuckwell… it just gets to you after a while you knoww…. but after it all, im begining to wonder if they’re right?  have i become a worthless slut now? its true that i never say no, i make excuses or hide away for weeks till they forget about me… but they never do…