So that’s it. I feel lost and emtpy. I don’t see why I should wake up tomorrow. I got a Math exam tomorrow, but I haven’t studied yet and it’s late, so I’m gonna left it blank, as I did the last time. Nearly nothing makes me smile now. Maybe music is the only exception, but even when I play my favorite songs on guitar I feel numb. Day after day, I’m getting more and more depressed. What’s the point of all this nonsense? I want it to stop. I want to be a 8 years old kid who enjoyed making sand castles again. Life’s hard now.
I hate myself.
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I completely understand. You may be lost and empty, but you most certainly aren’t alone! Good luck with your exam, just try your best and see what happens, it’s not the end of the world if you leave it blank, you can always do it again later! As to your question “what’s the point”, I wish I had an answer for you, but I’m thinking the exact same thing right now! Hugs x
Well, I really feel alone. Music is my only friend those days. I feel worthless..
I don’t even know what I’m doing on the computer if it’s 2:57 AM here. Thx for your kind words, wish you the best
Maybe I’ll find my answer on the wind.