I was so ready to eat the berries. But then I got a text from a friend inviting me over next weekend, I realized that I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t do it because I was weak. I couldn’t make myself do what I know everyone secretly wants me to do and it is killing me. I tried talking to the counselor but everytime I go in there I end up talking a about something else. she can’t help me because twice I was a coward.
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What berries?
I cant remember what they are called I’m sorry
340 painkillers will also do the job
Poison berries that kill you very quickly
What berries are these?
Noone wants you to kill yourself! If anything they likely want you to stop doing all this. Is nice and conforting to think everyone wants to see you dead, but is not true.
If anything killing yourself is the coward thing to do, because you are just walking about from problems. And I know is hard, but your problems can be solved!
Write an email to your councelour about what you feel. Your feelings, how you want to kill yourself, and how you are afraid of yourself.
I say an email, because to write it is not going to be hard for you, at least not so hard. And the hard moment is just when you press the send button, close your eyes and do it fast.
Next, do the same with your mom, be clear, and in both cases say you want help, say everything you feel, and send it fast.
And cheer up, Noone wants to see you dead, I am sure!