I DON’T WANT TO LET YOU WIN! I REALLY DON’T! .. but its the hardest thing I’ve ever had to face and it hurts so so bad. I want to fight but only for so long. I want to be better, I don’t want to feel like this anymore. Why can’t it just stop. If there are miracles then why can’t I be blessed with one. I fucking deserve it. Why can’t I just go to the store and end up with my soul mate. Why am I so alone? I don’t know if I’m strong enough anymore. There is still something there though, this little tiny ball that has been there my whole life, that keeps me here. That keeps me from giving up when most others would long have. But it gets smaller and smaller everytime and one day it will be gone. I hope I find some happiness before that happens.
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Male or Female, age ? Anyones comments that may bring some serenity surely would have to be measured by that information.
Say advice for a 15 year old would be different from adbice or shared life experiences of someone 20, 30, 40 and so on.
As for the aloness you feel all humans have it at some time or another, it hangs around longer for some, it returns when people divorce or break up, when we see other together in a park or anywhere. We feel the emotion of loneliness, its just that an emotion, a feeling, try to impliment some action or activity when these feelings arise. There is someone for every body on the earth, hang on and take it one day at a time.