I was having fun. I actually started to love life. The earth is fucked and twisted. Once I love life The world gets mad and makes my life miserable. I know I have people who care but what’s going to work? Them be happy that I stay or just let me go. if they really care they will let me die right? I dont know. Well i dont know what I’m doing writin this but I feel alone now maybe that’s why. I’m back to square one. I wanna die.
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Same here -hug-
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hannah…… i say this in a nice but frustrated way……
you need a kick in the ass. You are so sweet and awesome – but you seem incapable or unwilling to see it. you allow all these outside forces to imprison you. From where you live to how you act to how you feel. And that frustrates me cuz i KNOW u are a really special person. I just feel so damn helpless on HOW to help you.
all i can say is this…. and i truly hope you will take these words to heart – cuz at your age IF you can wrap your heart around it – they can help……..
In this life, with all its rules, and cops and laws and expectations. There is only ONE thing you have to do. Only one. EVERYTHING else is a choice. The only thing you have to do is die.
Let me try to be clear… I am not saying you should choose death. no no no. I am saying you keep CHOOSE to stay in your toxic world. You need to learn that you are your own functioning human and gtfo of that world and create your own.
Sign,
The pot calling the kettle black
First this isn’t bout my past issues. I’m handling that on my own. I just suddenly feel depressed and I’m not sure why I am, my life seems fine. I still fight with my family but I have a lot of friends and a bf they all care and I care bout them yes yesterday we all had conflict but I settled that in hours. I should be happy, I have what I want. Just somehow I’m not/:
ok. well…… umm i certainly get that. THAT sounds treatable by meds. (and typically i am NOT a fan of meds).
Glad u FINALLY got some good in life. u deserve that. think of it this way (if you choose)….. you are close, like really really close to being normal and hppy. And I promise u that everyone here – EVERYONE (other than maybe a troll) is happy 4u.
Peace hannah.