i miss you

i miss how you would kiss me. i miss you being apart of my family. i miss seeing you everyday and holding your hand. being with was the most amazing feeling ever. i treated you wrong and i wasnt a good girlfriend. im sorry. i see that your happy now with your new girl. i wish it was me. i always wait to recieve a text message from you. your on my mind all the time. i know i messed up and its all my fault. i ruined our relationship and i regret it so much. i miss calling you my baby and being yours. im trying to move on but your always on my mind. i can barely sleep or even eat anymore.i know im only 16 and this may seem ridiculous. but i love you. we were both in love with eachother and i want those memories back. everyday gets worse for me without you. im not strong. im weak. i don’t know how much longer i can go through this..