i think most of you will get it

As i said in my earlier post … You would see and find out more of me ..
More of why I am so fucked up , depressed, lonely , .etc most of you will get it I’ve read posts related and seen a part of myself in them
Most of you will understand
How I feel depressed and suicidal every single day
You’ve shared part of why you feel like that , buy I haven’t .
Well it all began about 3 years ago when that event occured .. the event that messed me up ,
When I was 15 I had it all I was happy , popular, all my family loved me ,then I got a bf , we didn’t even last long but this piece of shit introduced me to drugs , typical bad boy , till he took me to a party with all his gang friends and drugged me and raped me … That’s what happened. The shit i deny every single day since then … Saying well I was just a slut and thats what I deserved… But thats not the point of the story . Since then I’ve been in a downwards spiral . I kept the drug use , but I’ve stopped I think I’ve upgraded to prescription drugs , I am anxious , because of the mess I did my family hates me , I developed an eating disorder, I have yhe lowest self esteem ever .
Most of you will get it
We all been through shit .
Now were depressed , anxious and suicidal
I feel like that and No I don’t talk about that to no one and I dont want to
Most of you will get it
I just saw this as a release