Last night, today and Christmas

It’s 9:48 AM and all I remember from last night was me sitting in my room, crying, and contemplating death. I remember me sitting there on my bed looking at the pile of pills calling my name. I sometimes think that I think to much, but maybe I don’t, maybe I think about the bad stuff to much. I decided that I should start thinking about everything positive in my life. There are people out there dealing with way bigger problems than mine. Some people are dealing with cancer, somebody’s parents died, they’re brother or sister died, and some people are starving. My life is bad, but not as bad as other people’s. Christmas is approaching and some people don’t have enough money to afford presents. This year my Dad lost his job and money is scarce but we still have enough money to have a good Christmas, sometime’s I can be so selfish and this Christmas I want to give back and help.