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Note from the dead

by Burning Ether

Umm just want to know your thoughts on my note. Comments on how to improve it are welcome

To whom it may concern.
Please feel no guilt as I have decided to kill myself. My reasons, because there is no meaning to my life and everything to me is pointless effort. I feel sad like nothing will get better. My depression is not the cause of my death but the realisation my death is liberating my mind. I know what death is, it’s just abyss/nothing. I want that, no feelings, no rationalisation of life, just nothing. I fully understand the repercussions of this final action. I know the pain it will cause and I’m sorry it had to be this way. I wish I never existed so you all didn’t have to face this. I want to let you all know I can’t stand the isolation, the social rejection and my obvious defects. There’s nothing any of you could have done, if you would have found out prior to my suicide I would have gone through with it immediately. Oh and please don’t have a memorial or make a big deal of my death. Burn me that day, no autopsy, donate what organs you can and don’t remember me. Forget me.

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rocketman 11/14/2012 - 8:44 am

Burning Ether,

1.) As a person “A” family member you would make me feel real bad “Burn me that day, no autopsy, donate what organs you can and don’t remember me. Forget me.
Most people aren’t hartless and are not going to do these things and forget you.
2.) you didn’t mention you loved or would miss anybody.
3.) you didn’t say things like I’m sorry for the pain I’m causing you,but I can’t live like this anymore it’s not your fault.
4.) ‘I know what death is, it’s just abyss/nothing.” I believe this as well but remember for the living it’s not and your last impression of them is what they will remember till they die.
p.s. if this is not what you wanted to hear don’t do it!

Burning Ether 11/15/2012 - 4:33 am

thank you

silentmouth 11/14/2012 - 8:48 am

Please reconsider! Let’s try one more year to find if there’s anything worth pursuing in this just short life.

Tokey 11/14/2012 - 12:20 pm

even if you ask, they will feel pain… but i understand, as i am also very close to commiting… but here.

1) realiZation
2) the 2nd to last sentance, should include, “and if it wasnt for you”, in the middle
3) its a lil apathetic, its kinda harsh… remember its going to be read by those who love you

and lastly. i feel like the fact that you have to right and revise a note makes me think you dont want to do it, just think about it again… and good luck.

Burning Ether 11/15/2012 - 4:33 am

Thank you i appreciate your comments and realise it is a little cold. The reason im revising it, is because for me this isn’t impulsive behaviour but a planned and calculated act.

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