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Silently burning…

by OddOneOut

She’s so damn beautiful.
I want to tell her that, everytime I see her.
But I’m just too wrong, too messed up, for someone as beautiful as her.
My friends are getting tired of me constantly brooding over her, but I can’t help it. Every time, any time I think about her, I get a heartache unlike any other. No amount of negativity can give me this sort of pain in my heart. I want her to be with me, but it seems that I’m not what I used to be for her anymore. We used to text late into the night, care about each other, talk to each other and have nice conversations. Now she avoids me every time she sees me, and I don’t have the heart to go up to her and tell her that every moment without her is painful to me.
I’m such a damn coward… And now there’s another guy. One who most girls would think as perfect – good body, good looks, good attitude/personality, charming, smart… everything I’m not. She’s too good for me to have.
Yet, even though I have no right to, I want her. She’s too beautiful for me to let go, but also to have in my life as mine own. She’s either playing a very cruel joke, or really doesn’t want me to bother her anymore.

What’s a good way of finding out between the two?

If I could be a Superman,
I’d fly her to the stars and back again.
Cuz’ everytime you touch my hands
You feel my power running through your veins…

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theForgotten 11/25/2012 - 1:08 am

This sounds exactly like my situation. But she at least has a reason for avoiding me. I wrote a poem to ask her out, and it was obviously too much. I thought I was over her, but I just realized that I’m not at all. I don’t know what to say to you. She’ll always be in your heart, but you’ll be able to forget that sometimes, and worry about other girls and other things.

OddOneOut 11/25/2012 - 8:09 am

I can’t forget her…not long enough to worry about other girls.

Amakua2309 11/25/2012 - 8:17 am

Sorry OddOneOut

But can’t is a choice. So you choose to not move on. I get it…but one day you will understand…you chose your own reality. Last time I checked there were more women than men in the world. Again…your choice.

Peace
Amakua

theForgotten 11/25/2012 - 1:56 pm

Its really hard, and it will take a really long time, and you’ll prolly never completely get over her. Not saying it will work for you, but everytime I saw her, instead of getting lovestruck, I just got angry, angry at her for ignoring me, angry at thAt guy for taking her from me, just plain angry. And that somehow helped me, and I was able to move on, at least for a couple weeks.

OddOneOut 11/25/2012 - 9:50 pm

Yeah I’m in that stage right now…the other guy is really getting on my nerves, and I’m getting upset every time I see her now

Thanks to all

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