Help I have done it again..
Hurt myself again today. I don’t think anyone would understand me.. I have anxiety and depression i’m different from other’s.. well everyone’s different .. That’s what make’s you.. you. I just wish everyone can be treated equally.. it’s not fair to us.. we cut.. only because we’re bullied..there’s no need in bullying what did we ever do to desever to get bullied.. I know one of these day’s it’s gonna get worse and we’re going to have no one to turn to and we’re just going to commit suicied.. I just don’t get it.. we’re all different no need to point out our flaw’s.. It’s just to much for us.. On monday november 12th I started cutting again.. only because I got dumped.. and My anxeity and derpression got worse I had no idea what to do with my life I thought suicied was the anwser but it wasn’t I just needed a friend.. to talk to, someone that would listen.. it was hard at first to get over but I did.. I still cut because I feel it’s the only way to stop the hurt I don’t know what to do .. I don’t know why everyone hate’s me .. I don’t get it .. but I think I know why now.. because I’m actually starting to hate myself to.. I’m really depressed. I have no idea who to turn to when thing’s get out of hand .. bullying really need’s to stop.. when are people going to get that.. enough’s enough.. Do people seriously need to kill themself for you to figure out that bullying is horrible.. ? If so how many people need to kill themself for you to understand.. It’s bad.. ?
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Hello Peopledontunderstand,
I understand. Sorry it took so long to comment on your post…things are a little hairy on Sp lately…no excuse. I suffer from anxiety and depression as well…but not to the degree I did in my teens and early 20’s.
I was neither bullied nor was I the bully at school…more like a midget vigilante…righting wrongs…saving the small and defenseless…but I was bullied by an older sibling at home…i think that is what it would be called. She cleaned my clock for me regularly as well as the verbal abuse and put downs. I also have a 16 year old daughter who has had to deal with bullying every friggin’ day of her life since she was 4 years old. We just had another major incident a few weeks back…the offenders were suspended immediately…and the school has changed their policy on racial slurs and epithets. Ah well…as you can guess she is extremely depressed and suicidal as well. She has asked for help and I have found her a counsellor. As well we have an anti-suicide pact. We’re not going to let those ignorant bastards win….that’s for damn sure.
And neither should you.
I’m here to listen if you would like to talk. Please don’t let them win. It will get better as you get older…and there are things you can do to help yourself through this. Would love to talk more about this with you. Let me know.
Peace
Amakua
Thank’s.. 🙂