Walking through the halls
Glancing only at profiles
Never look em in the eyes
So why do I even own a mobile?
If anyone ever got to know me
They’d know im not suchÂ a bad guy
Im just like everyone else homie
Except, oh yeah, I wanna die
Is that was this is all about?
You people feeling weird?
You getting a tingling in your tummy
And an ichin in your beard?
Well don’t worry that’s normal.
Just not for someone who was built.
My friend, that not-so-friendly feeling is guilt.
Now I can name names
And I can point fingers all day
But that won’t change
A goddamn thing
So I’m not gonna say a single useless word
That’s gonna be ignored before it’s even heard
I’ll just wait and bide my time
While guilt slowly eats away at your inside
But I’ve been waiting for so long
And it seems like
You still don’t feel remorse
You’re just playin around, right?
I’m taking everything too seriously
‘Kid just calm down
We aren’t the only ones doing these things
I mean, look around
That bullying shit is dead man
Can’t you take a joke?’
Yeah I’ve got a joke for you too man
I hope you fucking choke
Ha-Ha its real funny right?
When someone puts you down
Just to get up
When they smile cuz you frown
Im fed up
This world is a cold sad place
When that’s become what it takes
For anyone to have a laughing riot
But how would it feel on the other end, you try it.
I promise it’s not a nice place to be
When everyday you wanna cry already, but it ain’t even 3
School isn’t over, but you are
I can’t believe I’ve made it this far
With this self-hating mentality
That you have bestowed
Im fucked up mentally
But I won’t grow old
I’ll end it all here
Before I have to hear
Another one of you speak