I feel bad for my friend, shortie. Yesterday she was on Tumblr, and she saw a screen shot of a texting conversation where basically a dude broke up with a chick because she was suicidal. All of the comments were about other people who’d gone through the same shit. Shortie started crying on my shoulder after reading all of that, and she had the most terrified look on her face. She asked me if I’d ever stop loving her if she was suicidal. I would NEVER stop loving her, and it broke my heart that she even felt the need to ask. I know she cuts herself, I know she thinks about suicide on a daily basis, but that hasn’t changed, nor will it ever change, how much I love her. I told her all of this, then she asked me if I’d treat her differently or leave her. I felt so so sorry that she even thinks I would do this. I love her so much, and nothing from mildly depressed thoughts to suicidal cutting could make me ever treat her differently.
For anyone out there who’s worrying about being deserted or treated differently by someone you love because you plan to tell them you’re suicidal or depressed, I wish you the best of luck. It sucks, and I hate that anyone feels this way. I’m here for anyone who needs someone to talk to. I’ll never ditch a friend in need.