Please? Someone tell me when I fucked up. I’m 15 going on 16 in about 6 months. I used to be happy all the time, and I felt invincible, incredible, like I couldn’t be brought down. Then recently I lose the two most important people in my life, my grandma and great grandma. They both were pretty old, yes. But I feel so bad I didn’t tell them how much I loved them more. Everything just started falling apart now. I didn’t want it to end like this…
Ever since then, everything’s been slowly moving down. I worked hard to keep myself up and hope to make myself happier. But I started losing everything so much more than gaining anything. Does anybody realize that I’m a horrible person. Slowly I’ve begun to see that I’m getting worse at worse at my drawings, my writings. My grades are dropping, and I’m not getting any support from anyone. Someone tell Domino he ain’t a bad guy, it’s just a rough time. And maybe we can all get out of this hellhole called life eventually.
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I know how you feel. Last school year I was getting A’s and B’s and effort grade 1 and 2 ( it ranges from1-5 1being really good and 5 being really shit)
This school year I’m getting C’s and D’s and 3 and 4. I took both of my maths GCSE’s and I got a D and a U -_- but I really don’t care anymore.
I’m sure your not a horrible person. I’ve felt that way for just over 2years. And I’m only just starting to think a bit differently.
If you ever need someone to talk to. I’m here x
Domino,
You didn’t fuck up but you are growing up. Your only 15 almost 16 in other words your still a very young person. You see I have bad news for your life gets harder as you get older so don’t be so hard on yourself. Sorry about the lost you suffered most kids your aged wouldn’t feel as bad as you do which I think is a good thing for you at such a young age ,that’s a good thing. Learn from what you’re going through. Life is not a gravy train get used to being disappointed in yourself and in others were only human and no one is perfect, so don’t be so hard on yourself and just do the best you can without killing yourself.