15 reasons

reasons for doing this
1. Im addicted to trying to hurt myself
2.I have loads of pills its to hard to get rid of them.At at least for me.
3. Im pretty sure nothing will come of it anyway. After all ive attempted suicide more times than can count and a lot of the times i was never admitted for treatment.
4. Ive been very scared lately of death which is very ironic.But the point is i dont want to be around without the people i love.I dont want to feel the emotional pain of loss.
5 I cant survive on my own.One of my disorders causes me to lose the ability to walk or even move sometimes at all.I dont even take my own pills.My mom gives them to me and checks my mouth now at the suggestion of my therapist.I am a prisoner.
6 Im losing my old therapist and im tired of repeating my story to people over and over again.
7 I dont have very much to live for.
8 Few friends.
9 never been loved.
10. Obsessed with suicide and think of it every night.
11.People dont care or rather they dont know how to care
12 the future looks very bad.
13 Im mentally ill and a lot of mentally ill people end up homeless.Will i be homeless when my parents are gone?
14.For some odd reason feel like the pain i have i s caused by a terminal disease
15 im a sick twisted fuck