so today was crap day i felt so insecure like everyone at school hated me, like tey all wanted me dead. last night i dobed my twin sister into my mum about something now she hates me. she is writing nasty comments about me on facebook and is sending nasty messages about me to her facbook friends. i think to myself if my own twin sister is doing that stuff can you imagine what everyone else is doing and saying about me. today in music their was 2 couch chairs next to each other there was a boy who is in my class on one and i sat on the one next to him, when i sat down he got up and moved away from me i just wanted to cry my eyes out. when i walked into the back room where my twin and her friends were they said we cant talk anymore kiaras her so shh. when i wanted to come back in later they wouldnt answer the door. last saturday night i asked a boy to come to te christmas carols with me he said im already going with someone.
i jut dont know what to do anymore i just want out of thi life.