attempt after attempt

tick tock tick tock.. the clock made it seem like life was passing so slowly. I sat there looking at myself in the mirror as the tears rolled down my face. Pill after pill I began to feel sleepy. I had the rope and knife next to me. I got sick over and over. the blood dripping down my sides never felt any better. As I fell asleep I was hoping I would never wake up again. but I did.