Hi, I’m Destanie. I’m 15 years old. I turn 16 in May, but I don’t think I’m going to make it to see my birthday. Here’s why….
Back in June of 2012 i fell in love with this guy Tyler. He gave me the happiness I needed. He made me feel loved and wanted. We started dating but it only lasted about a week. For 3-4 months after that, I kept trying to tell him I still loved him. Finally he started talking to me again and I told him.. He told me he still loved me too and that he wants to make things right. Well we got back together but again, it only lasted a week.. He promised me we would get back together but then 2-3 days later his baby momma told me he had a new girlfriend and my heart shattered.. All I want to do now is lay in bed and cry. Well today he told me that he never loved me and he never cared about me </3 and it broke my heart even more… I want to end my life now because its worthless, the guy I’m in love with doesn’t want me and I don’t know what to do. Someone maybe help me out? Or else I’m just gonna end my life so I don’t have to deal with this pain anymore… It’s tearing my apart! </3 :'(
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i know how you feel, im 15 too and a lot going on, when i was 11 i went out wit a guy for 15 months. he told me he loved me a lot but wen he dumped me he said he never loved me and he told me to go kill myself…. i found out he cheated on me 4 times. guys can be jerks. but dont kill ur self over him, he doesnt deserve it. you can do beta than him. i cant tell you not to kill urself because im doing it in 3 days so i cant talk. but please reconsider. this guy isnt worth crying or dying over!!! you can do better than him. theres plenty of fish in the sea. dont take it out on you. you deserve better than him.
Thank you. That helped a lot. My friend Mitchell already talked to me, and I’m not considering it right now. But that doesn’t mean I won’t again. If you would like to talk, please. Text me. 712 308 3080. I will be there to talk and help you whenever you want.
BTD: You’re only 15???
yes im 15 how old did you think i was ?
i hope you do reconsider.
I still go through this… I’ve give up… I want a new start with a new person that doesn’t have kid’s. me… personaly… I can’t trust anyone that much ever again.
That guy sounds like a total player douchebag. Raise your standards and forget this guy – believe me, there are much better fish in the sea.
I must say miss, he’s not worth your time.
Me being a guy, I understand how we can be jerks. But that doesn’t mean we’re all that way.
I’m 16 and loved this girl once. She was just a friend but I wanted a bit more. Anyways, time passed and somehow we’re not verry close anymore, and it hurt so much.
I thought about killing myself for it, but truth is, I’ve got way more demons in me than that.
Women have lied to me, hurt me, and broke me apart. It has led me to think all of them are evil, but this I know is not true.
Cheer up girls please, it will get better.
Ever want to talk, just email me. It’s brl.cents@gmail.com
Dear Destanie
Thank you for sharing your story with us.
I am one of those many who very much care and I fully understand exactly how you feel. What I would like to ask you is that you “listen” to what I have to say and make it yours, even if at this moment you are so sad.
Destanie, what happens at the age of 15 is that you and kids like you have engaged in very strong relationships that are emotionally very very demanding, and for that reason very risky to be handled by kids. Only adults have the ability to separate emotions from facts and they can asses persons as they truly are and not as you make them up in your imaginary wishes. So, what has happened to you is what happens to all kids around the planet engaging in stuff like this.
You are more mature than him and like all young girls you have a heart so very big and beautiful, while the guy is a total douchebag and stupid, because saying “I never loved you” is absolutely cruel, despicable, mean, insensitive and it is only confirming how stupid he is, How can someone say that to anybody? That is like mocking or insulting disabled people, one has to be completely sick or retarded to hurt the feelings of someone that way. But precisely for this reason, you cannot be sorry for this broken relationship at all, On the contrary, you should celebrate and be very happy that you got rid of that stupid ***ck
He does not have a clue of what love is, and I feel sorry for the other girl, because she is now with some moron kid with a runny nose who cannot even grasp the importance and effect of one’s words.
So, now you are wiser, and you can celebrate as I said, because you have the experience and knowledge to start being more cautious when engaging in “love affairs”.
You should read a book called “The art of loving” by Erich Fromm. It is a MUST before you engage again in that sort of games.
Hugs
Oracle
Thank you so much. I haven’t had the suicidal thoughts all day so I should be good for a little bit. But it’s hard right now because he wanted for me to move in with him once I turned 16 (my parents loved him and gave me permission to live with him as he lives A LOT closer to my school.) But I am going to be okay, as long as I have the support I need.