I keep dwelling on the thought of stepping in front of a train. It was unfortunate that the man in NYC was killed by being pushed in front of a train. I would have gladly taken his place.
I dont know if your religious or anything like that, but some people would take that as a sign from the universe that its not their time. Others might see it as proof that their is good people out there.
Blue
Your two sentences speak volumes in the weight of feeling. I feel for your heaviness and despair. Same with jays2k07 who commented similarly. Thanks for sharing.
Please, please don’t involve others in your decision like that. So many train engineers are heavily and brutally affected by the scores of suicides that occur that way. Think of the lives you are involving and how that would spread the misery even further.
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I keep dwelling on the thought of stepping in front of a train. It was unfortunate that the man in NYC was killed by being pushed in front of a train. I would have gladly taken his place.
I dont know if your religious or anything like that, but some people would take that as a sign from the universe that its not their time. Others might see it as proof that their is good people out there.
Blue
thirteen,
Your two sentences speak volumes in the weight of feeling. I feel for your heaviness and despair. Same with jays2k07 who commented similarly. Thanks for sharing.
I guy died here in my home town when his truck tried to run a railroad crossing. I keep thinking about that. I drive past the crossing and linger.
Please, please don’t involve others in your decision like that. So many train engineers are heavily and brutally affected by the scores of suicides that occur that way. Think of the lives you are involving and how that would spread the misery even further.