This might sound stupid because i dont really know how to describe this but it is a terrible feeling and i want to know if this happens to anyone else..
Its this pain in my stomach and sometimes my heart. A twisting knot pain that grows with intensity every hour I’m awake. It feels like I have fire or acid in my stomach/heart and someone is twisting and making knots. it feels like my stomach is turning inside out.. it’s HORRIBLE PAIN..
it doesn’t happen when I’m drinking.. or when I smoke. only when I’m depressed and think about him. if I find something fun enough.. can’t even think of an example now.. but something so fun it takes my mind off him this pain goes away. please I need help. I hate this pain and I can’t take it.. does this happen to anyone else?
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Yes i dose.
Sorry no help
xxxlonelyxxx,
yep! i’ve had it before had no idea why it was there till i pulled the knife out of my back! jk
really when i was young i had pain all over the same as you described and when i told people they said it was growing pains? guess what i didn’t die and they did go away! i think they were!
haha well I’m 22 so I doubt it’s growing pains.. is there such thing as depression pains? I don’t know maybe I’m just stupid. it will only ease when I’m dead apparently
xxxlonelyxxx,
i was that age then too! when it happened haha i’m not saying that’s what it is and yes depression has alot to do with it and stress too! so try to relax it helps
you are missing something. i know i would be viewed as silly for saying this, but to me it would seem that you are feeling the physical manifestations of love now removed. whatever the situation is, and whoever “he” is… created something within you that kept you feeling well and happy. now things have changed and when you think of him, there is an absence in your heart. and it literally causes pain.
i firmly believe that love is both the greatest joy in the world, as well as the greatest pain. and i would guess that right now you are experiencing the latter.
i am as well, and so i am terribly sorry that you feel this way.
It actually happens to me a lot too