I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. Everytime I turn around my family is falling apart person by person. I never want to go home because when I do I fall in a pool of shit and feel like I’m drowning. I just want the pain and loss to go away and just be a happy family. I know that families have problems but I can’t take mine anymore. I just want to die and have no one miss me. I feel like the only reason they would miss me would be that they wouldn’t have anyone to complain to anymore. Everyone says that I’m suppouse to just take care of myself first but how can I do that when I have to force myself to stop worrying about what’s going on with my family. I just can’t take it and my head feels like it’s going to explode. HELP!!!!!!!
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Oh my gosh, my family is purposely killing me..I can relate. I’m sorry you have a similar situation. A family should be a nice support system for you, mine never has been and never will be. I think once you realize you can only live your life for yourself you will find peace. Don’t let them affect you. I know that’s easier said than done, it takes a lot of endurance to withstand all of the pain. Hang in there. I hope you feel better soon, hopefully your family understands its not healthy for anyone to make others worry.