Its always been you.

He was beautiful in every single way, the way he looked at me with his big brown eyes, and how I knew everything he was going to say before he said it. Everything was nonsense it was like life was no longer real and I was living a fairy tale. It wasn’t until I met him that I knew, your life changes in every way when you meet the right person. He was the right person because when I was with him nothing else in this world mattered, the weight of the world was lifted off my shoulders and I couldn’t help but to fall in love with every second of it. He always put a smile on my face no matter what; he was always making me feel something weather it was something bad or good. He showed me I had a heart and to use it because that’s what reality was. I ran to him even when we weren’t together. It was him who was always and will always be there for me more than anyone I ever knew and know. There’s no trust I can’t ever take his word for anything, but if I could take his word for everything wouldn’t life be a little boring? I loved the nonsense of it all. In fact if I could have my own world it would be one full of nonsense, it would be a world no one would understand. You can call me crazy because I am. Its winter now and all I can think about is us still, I sit and watch the rain fall off leaves as tears fall down my cheeks making way towards my nose as I feel my chin quiver all that goes through my mind is the single question you could never answer for me. “why did you leave me if you still love me?”