They were siting on my friend audry and me and im the one in the black jacked with stripes shes the one crying xD
I went out of my house for a change, to hang out with some of my old friends. I rarely do this now since i tend to lock myself in my room, when im not inclined to go to school.
I hung out with 15 of my friends and we watched “end of the world movies” since that was the theme of the party. I was cuddling with my gay friend Dustin, i love him to pieces. After most of the people left and four of us were left me, dustin,jenna, and josh went out side, me jenna and josh hitting from a pipe.
We went inside finished the movie 2012, which btw when your high is funny as hell..
I was cuddling with dustin, trying as hard as i can NOT to fall alseep, cause for once i was at piece with my self. I didnt feel bad, i was depressed, nothing just a peaceful bliss.
After we finished the movie i layed in dustins arms while he played portal 2. ( he was trying to exsplain the game but i couldnt follow just kept telling him to run)
I fell asleep sometime later we all woke back up at 6am. Dustin somehow moved and his feet were in my face so i pushed him off the couch, he got back up and we cuddled since it was fucking freezing. DX
We left around 6:30 to drop everyone off home, and my friend jenna left for alambama and now im left to pet sit for her.
After getting home my dad woke up freaking cause he thought someone broke in, i layed down fell asleep at noon they woke me up cause we had to go to a birthday party for my one year old niece. It was fun. Now im home, tired as fuck and cant sleep.
But i dont care i had a pretty good day in a while. Im happy, i was nervous to go to the party because of the fact i met tanner that way.. and we shall how that turned out.. :/
(if you dont know about tanner read my other post)
I felt really good getting out of the house. I plan on makeing myself hang out with one of my friends at least once every 2 weeks does that sound like a good goal? Im hoping it might help with my depression
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I happy you had a good night, and yes, I think getting out of the house and spending time with friends will help…be safe.
I agree- hanging out with even ONE friend regularly can be a boost. My shrink “prescribes” me to have coffee/lunch with a friend at least 3 times a week. It makes me think outside myself- it’s good. Try it!
thanks for the support ill try it
Finally a positive post! 🙂 Frankly enough, I’ve recentrly realised for myself that social life takes away any depression, but in some cases it may be a question of finding people that you will enjoy hanging out with ) Good thing that we are all living in the Internet era and that’s no longer a problem!
Sounds like my end of the world party, trying to destract my mind off a recent death. I went out we watch some stand up, Bruce and Evan Almighty, and smoked about 20$ of weed between four of us, i still felt the pain in my heart for my friend but i got to laugh and truley smile something i havent done in the past few days