I went out of my house for a change, to hang out with some of my old friends. I rarely do this now since i tend to lock myself in my room, when im not inclined to go to school.
I hung out with 15 of my friends and we watched “end of the world movies” since that was the theme of the party. I was cuddling with my gay friend Dustin, i love him to pieces. After most of the people left and four of us were left me, dustin,jenna, and josh went out side, me jenna and josh hitting from a pipe.
We went inside finished the movie 2012, which btw when your high is funny as hell..
I was cuddling with dustin, trying as hard as i can NOT to fall alseep, cause for once i was at piece with my self. I didnt feel bad, i was depressed, nothing just a peaceful bliss.
After we finished the movie i layed in dustins arms while he played portal 2. ( he was trying to exsplain the game but i couldnt follow just kept telling him to run)
I fell asleep sometime later we all woke back up at 6am. Dustin somehow moved and his feet were in my face so i pushed him off the couch, he got back up and we cuddled since it was fucking freezing. DX
We left around 6:30 to drop everyone off home, and my friend jenna left for alambama and now im left to pet sit for her.
After getting home my dad woke up freaking cause he thought someone broke in, i layed down fell asleep at noon they woke me up cause we had to go to a birthday party for my one year old niece. It was fun. Now im home, tired as fuck and cant sleep.
But i dont care i had a pretty good day in a while. Im happy, i was nervous to go to the party because of the fact i met tanner that way.. and we shall how that turned out.. :/
(if you dont know about tanner read my other post)
I felt really good getting out of the house. I plan on makeing myself hang out with one of my friends at least once every 2 weeks does that sound like a good goal? Im hoping it might help with my depression