Really bad weekend.
Cut up my leg, my wrist again and a few on my side. My best friend says she doesn’t care, but then says that i need to stop and that my boyfriend is a juvenile delinquent and that i have bad taste and that im gonna end up doing drugs and who knows what else. I only want piercings and to dye my hair. Drugs and Drinking sounds awesome to help me escape, but im under lockdown and cant away from my horrible family. They are so immature. I didnt have an exact reason why i decided to mutilate myself again, just that people have been rude and telling me that my boyfriend is going to break my heart(this coming from another guy) and that he talks to his sister(my best friend) in a way that makes them want to punch him. I love my boyfriend and all, but i didnlt expect people to suddenly be interested in the two invisible people. Way too much drama and tears and cutting. ughhh.