Everything is so fucking wrong.
EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKED UP AND I JUST WANT TO SCREAM. I’m so angry these days. And so so lonely.
I can’t do anything as well because people will just be like ”what’s your problem” but my problem is EVERYONE. I just want to cry and hide and go back and fix everything. Everything has yet again fucked up. I fucked shit up again and I literally did not see it coming AT ALL but it just happened because that’s what happens to me. I fuck up. That’s all I do.
I don’t want a thing from life. Everything is just frustrating or painful, why should my life change and everything be normal? That’ll never happen to me. My life will never be normal because I’m not normal because I’m a fucking loser who’s fucked in the head and will never ever get help and I’ll just rot from my own self hatred.
I just want to die now, not even because I’m depressed, I just no longer require anything from life.