Well a while ago when i was severly depressed. (i couldnt even cut myself i was so numb on the inside) all i did was sleep. I got home from school and slept, got back from dance and slept. Sundays? I slept until 4 almost every week. Thats one way i know i am depressed.. i sleep. alot. and i just get tired… where i just dont want to do anything. and sometimes thats normal, sometimes i just like to be lazy… but recently i will just feel tired for no reason.. i slept fine that night, had coffee and should have been wide awake, but all i could do was close my eyes and drift to sleep… could i be getting depressed again? But i dont really feel all THAT depressed, no more than usual anyways. (Im always depressed, just sometimes its not as bad, and sometimes is extremely bad…) so i am just worried that i am becoming depressed again…
well off to sleep!
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i remeber when i was depressed (actually i still am) i would just study and sleep and drink all day, then finally i ran out of wiskey and scotch and sleeping was harder to do. don’t you just hate the time inbetween sleeping and lying in bed when your just left alone with your thoughts, sometimes thats the worst part of the day
it really is the worst..